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Movie of My Mind - Soundtrack

by The Uncivil Society

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Fade in: SCENE 1: EXT. - 10,000 Steps Action Just before daybreak the Man closes his front door to turn and greet the morning. Late Spring chill gently lingers in the dark. Securing his home, Man turns to engage in the routine and ritual before his morning run. In this moment, where the world is still in slumber is where he finds freedom. He loosens tight calves and cold hamstrings with counter tension and anticipation. Walking to the side walk he starts his timer and takes off. As his pace picks up and breath comes quicker the initial surge of endorphins kicks in. Without the burden of responsibility that manifests in the physical form of house keys, work ID’s and a cell phone he sets forth on a well worn route. Even within the parameters of familiarity random element will manifest. This time of year angry arms of burgeoning blackberry bushes extend into walkways. Random rabbits hastily consuming the last nibble of their night startle with fright and instinctively flee for shelter. Familiar landmarks that define suburban life flow past. Workers starting their own day streak past in their cars. Father Sun gently emerges from dark and lightens the horizon. At the top of the hill the path converges, road meets trees, trees frame the sky. Entering Suburban Utopia his stride expands and pace builds. As he enters the last loop pace quickens and builds to a sprint. Reaching to stop the timer, he is celebrated for his accomplishment. Winded and sweat soaked, he walks the remaining steps home. Shot - LS/Pov
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Fade in: SCENE 2: INT. - LIQUIDS OF THE MORNING Action Hand reaches in and turns a spigot, tests tepid water. Enters and focuses on cascade of water, steam rises all around. Down the stairs, into the kitchen - hot viscous liquid courses and splatters into the coffee pot. Water is poured into a pan, and lopes into a slow boil - oats are poured in and stirred. Coffee and juice cups are filled than drained. Dishpan fills and covers dishes with an expanse of frothy bubbles. Up the stairs to the bathroom sink where another faucet is released and flows. Lather for shaving is released and expands. Rinsed razor releases the decay. Out of sight, out of mind. Toothpaste squeezed, brushed than washed away. Cups are filled with liquids and swallowed whole. Clothes cover, shoes secured. Wallet which hold validation and fiat is stashed. Badge is hung around the neck like a limp noose. Subsistence to sustain is packed. Canisters are filled and stowed. The door opens inviting me to trudge through another day. Shot - CU/Pov
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Fade in: SCENE 3: EXT. - Drive In Action Garage Door fills the Frame. Gentle vibration shivers upon start. Wipers flick from side to side, remove condensation. Gravity gently pulls the car into the street. Pause to say goodbye as the transmission is pulled into drive. Streets are empty, a new day has begun. Flowing right into the circles that lead onto a once ancient path that wended through the woods traversed by the Twa-wal-kut what seems like an eon ago. The Slavic loggers cut deep grooves into earth as they drove there rapacious machines to take the trees from the forest to the mill. Now a paved modern road, the path leads commuters driving mid sized SUV’s from manicured cookie cutter McMansions to the highway. Merging with this modern river, flowing at 65 miles an hour. In each mobile cell resides another, alone yet traveling with a purpose to an unknown destination. Experiences aligns and destinies commingle for a fleeting moment. Each frame passed reveals a player who is engaged in the movies made by their own minds. Rehearsing, venting or being distracted by noise made from radio waves. At the top of a rise, where the sun glints from Commencement Bay I say: “Thank you Father Sun for the life you have given me. Mother Earth for your warm embrace. Thank you Brother Sea, Wind, Moon, Stars and the unknown for my life. For my: strengths, weaknesses, health, happiness. My loving family, a brilliant beautiful mate, an interesting eldest, a happy healthy son, and the fortune that I have. Thank you for the opportunity to do what I love to do, today is going to be a great day.” Shot - WS/Car Mount
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Fade in: SCENE 4: INT. - Work (Talk and Tension) Action From the noose that hangs around my neck is the magnet that allows egress. Swipe turns green, code entered outer door yawns open. Trundle down a long quiet hallway to my domain. Dangle the magnetic dongle in front of another silent sentinel. Checkpoint released. Door swings open, lights flicker on. Machines brought back to life. Identity offered and pass words verified. Networks reconnected. Calendars checked, tasks listed. E-mails acknowledged with curt yet professional replies. Pause to swallow remnants of liquid motivation. Communication platforms launch missives, commands and questions that fires and fly around me. Responding to devices that demand attention - some professional, some personal - each machine asks for interaction and receives it in their own way. Well intended questions create tasks for others to complete. Pressure builds, stress mounts. Meetings start, a new mask is affixed to my face. Gestures attempt to convey meaning as words are transformed into datasets travel at light speed to deadened ears. The discernible reactions to my actions are not evident, yet I keep giving - be it hope, optimism or feigned interest. Knowing that my own well has run dry long ago. Every day we work like this the bar keeps getting lowered. 70% has become the new 100%. This is how the cruel consistent nature of entropy devours us whole. By leading us to the soft sandy path that provided a gradual downhill grade that will ultimately lead us to our demise. For now, I will keep showing up everyday and trying to muddle through and celebrate mediocrity as exemplary. I just hope I can make it through another day. Shot - WS, OTS, MS
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Fade in: SCENE 5: EXT. - Drive Home Action Clock ticks off to the end of the contracted day. The exchange in the blockchain of time for toil is complete. Now released I engage and escape at terminal velocity. Surface streets stop and start. My journey begins in a world apart, separated by class and race. Strip malls feature signs in foreign semiotic symbols. Commerce gives way to small shabby shacks and trailer parks. Light industry uncomfortably co-exists with the denizens of this place. Forced together by the invisible red lines that create divide. Passing the camps of nomads and beggars who through a the bureaucratic loophole of being able to establish up a temporary domicile on the medians of federal highways have populated the shoals of our roads. I avoid eye contact with the one on shift waiting for a handout at the offramp. Forgiving greens help me flow and merge onto the great man made river. With every one engaged in a journey to their own destination the unspoken civility and space required to allow another into the space become contracted. To counteract this comeuppance I allow more than a few car lengths to manifest in front of me. This opening is greedily closed by those who are not able to anticipate the upcoming exchange. Once this temporal clot loosens, machines are allowed to hurtle through time and space. Collectively we weave and wend down the road. Approaching galloping Gertie, the windsock is limp with defeat. Entering trees I breath deeply and can feel my blood pressure decrease. Navigating delay unintentionally caused by NIMBY’s long ago who refused to acknowledge much less plan to accommodate the rapacious appetite of suburban sprawl, I exit and flow through the circles to home. Shot - WS/Car Mount
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Fade in: SCENE 6: INT. - Evening (Twilight of the Day) Action Door opens, bag placed down. Greetings announced. Dinner prep started, meal consumed. Connections reaffirmed though conversation. Dishes cleared, chores commence. Clean dishes are placed where \ they belong. Dirty dishes that sat soaking in their filth all day long are rinsed and put into the labor saving machine. Coffee pot cleaned, locked and loaded for yet another day of satiating my addiction. Lunches are prepared and stowed. Children are cleaned, stories are shared and sleep induced. I stealthily sneak out of the room of a slumbering child. Alarm on, lay down. Shot - WS/POV
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Fade in: SCENE 7: INT. - Falling Into Dream Action Lying on my back. Day decompressed with my partner. Holding hands, breathing deeply. At home in my body. Feeling the bed supporting my weight. I detect tension lying way down deep. I ask why I am still clinging on. Is it anger? Or fear? I choose to let it go and embrace the experience of the moment. Starting at the top of my head, I feel what ever is there. An itch draws attention down my face. Tightness lingers in my clenched jaw, breath relieves the pressure. The weight of my eyelids presses down into sockets. Skin is moist and cool. I am unable to name these sensations and yield only feeling. Once outside the world of concepts I feel intimate, immediate and alive. Down my neck I travel past knots and sore spots. Attention rests on clenched fists and releases like a wave into each separate finger and resonates in the tips. In my belly I am not looking for anything special and am open to whatever I may find. When I do, I don’t do anything about it besides notice what is there. Attention slides down shoulder blades into my lower back. I navigate between the stiffness and quivering creakiness. Passing my pelvis and sliding into my thighs and past broken knees and landing into aching ankles and resting into ruined arches. Where I encounter the expanse of space and am enveloped into the warm embrace of sleep. FTB Shot - LS

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Suburban Utopia Projects in association with the Uncivil Society presents "Movie of My Mind". This short film is a journey through the day and the life of a simple man living navigating his world. Inspired by Andy Warhol's Factory films, where the cameras unflinching gaze is set upon the subject, I turned my experience outward to my surroundings using a GoPro. I have also always loved the film Koyaanisqatsi: Life Out of Balance - this also became a major inspiration for this project while editing and assembling this project. Filmed, Edited, Composed, Performed, Recorded and Produced by Anon_73. Enjoy! (or not . . . )

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released September 11, 2022

Video Playlist/Audio Tracks:

Scene 1_10,000 steps
Scene 2_Liquids of the Morning
Scene 3_Drive In
Scene 4_Work/Talk and Tension
Scene 5_Drive Home
Scene 6_Evening (twilight of the day)
Scene 7_Falling into dream (light to dark)

All Tracks Arranged, Performed, Recorded, Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Anon_73

Recorded at Normieville Studios May 2021 - June 2021
Mixed and Mastered March 2022 - April 2022
Video Taped June 2021 - June 2022
Post Production April 2022 - August 2022

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The Uncivil Society Seattle, Washington

I do, because I love to do it. I understand that I am a hack musician, a terrible vocalist and a sloppy graphic artist. I don’t care about achieving perfection, because I am happiest while being engaged in the exalted messiness of my creative process. I don’t worry about capturing the perfect take. I am satisfied by the pure joy I derive from expressing myself without filter or restraint. ... more

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